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Friday, July 27, 2007, 12:42 AM
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today is a fun day worx.. mornin, me aikhow rachel n meiyi "pon" NYAA..
security guard is stupid.. haha.. so was not mark as late..
play all day with classmates n of cox my daddy, ROBIN..
haha.. after skool went to work.. sian**
fell down when takin da take away de drums n hurt my knee..
but aikhow n lynette can't seem to heard me when i called them.. i need help at tt time but he was not the one hu helped me.. at bus-stop, he said tt i had changed.. i oni a little bit sad.. but at home he said tt i show attitude wherelso i was not so angry anymore.. den i was gettin sad n sad.. i dun wan to care bout anything le..
speechless..
i dunno how to explain.. i jus felt tt there's a gap between us.. i dunno y.. im sure u got tt feelin too.. u said tt i had changed.. i accept it.. but u also had changed n u said tt u will change back for mie.. but where are ur changes.. i totally given up on love thingy.. i noe i shouldnt had said tt, but im really veri stress.. i really dun wish to said tt words.. for i noe it will hurt both of us.. our relationship is gettin more n more unstable.. i nid tme to tink about this relationship.. but u jus dun seem to understand me.. ur feelin for me is fadin, i can feel it although u neva admit it.. at first i tot im da oni gal tt u will pinch my face but i was totally wrong, u pinch other gals in front of me.. i fell down beside u with oni a few boxes being block, i called out ur name, but u neva heard it.. others saw it from far away but its jus u hu neva saw it.. when i need u, where were u?? u were jealousin all the time.. angry with me all the time.. when i need ur concern, where were u?? talkin to others in a corner askin for more things.. u said u love me, but where is it?? ur love is being threw into the sea?? u cry, im also cryin.. it is jus tt i neva cried out in front of u.. i act like i dun care anything, u said i had changed.. u said im not so generous like before.. u said im petty, u said i had changed.. i really need a break.. i dun like the feelin of cryin in the rain.. tears drop in the rain, tears drop when sleepin, tears drop when starin at the windows.. i dunno how much i cried le.. i totally countless.. i jus like the startin of the relationship where there's no tears oni sweetness n innocent.. little fingers hookin together is so sweet.. i noe tt we can neva go back to the past but i jus hope u will love me more for one day n im contented.. even if ur feelin is fadin i dun mind, when u wan a break-up i will accept it without askin u questions n i hope tt if i reallt said break-up, i hope u will not ask me questions also anymore.. i believe i had answered ur questions for bout 11months plus.. i dun wish to say anythiing anymore.. i totally give up..
love is nth but oni a shell..