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Wednesday, March 17, 2010, 2:01 AM
self conscious
A piece of mind.I feel very self-conscious.
I don't dare to sleep.
I don't want it.
But I can't help it and I can't control it.
When you all told me about it and laughed at me,
I don't know how to react to you all,
But just passed it off with a smile.
I know that you all don't mean any harm,
But I just can't help but think about it.
When you told me about it,
I feel more self-conscious now.
I really really cannot do anything.
I cannot control it! __
When you tried to convince me that you really don't mind,
the more I feel that you really DO mind.
Seriously,
I feel so lost right now.